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STRESS.

Fml... School is getting more and more stressful...
I feel really stupid during physics class where everything seems so hard.
= = I just don't have the skills TO deal with physics.
Who cares about how big the earth is and ... = = newton's laws.
Everything seems like common sense and still, I don't get it.
LOL, this reminded me of the poster I saw at my school:"Many people saw the apple fall but Newton asked why."
Sometimes I feel so stupid when I find out the solution from my friends or the teacher LOL. It seems so simple after they explained it to me but when the questions changes a-bit, I get stuck again. Maybe it's just because i'm not willing to learn physics. (oh ~ the passion for biology <3)
I don't have “a thing” for physics.

Some things in life should be kept unknown. We shouldn't need to learn so many things about math, history, physics, uh... etc etc. Unless, we're going to be a professor or something.
Really, later on in life, a normal person only needs...
- Math: ...  to count money and buy groceries. There's a calculator now-a-days anyway.
- History: tell those olden day stories to your grand kids.
- Physics: ... = = how fast your car is going...?

The tests are getting harder for students and the requirements to get into universities are increasing in difficulty each year... because there's so many competitive people who work so dam hard and therefor, cause the percentages to raise each year. I guess this is reality. Everyone needs to work hard to get what they want. Sigh...

Life gets so tiring...

Not to be stereotypical, but being born in a asian family, you were expected to be at the top and work hard for it. You're "supposed" to be the best. All those expectations and requirements from my family is ... just... soo... suffocating.  T T...

Happy stuff.
Uh... yuh. LOL  > <;

I'm just glad to be alive.
Not dying... yet.

I know life gets harder and harder.
I know we have to deal with it.

Everyday, I would convince myself to be happy with what I have and appreciate it. It makes me feel better after convincing myself that life is already good enough. "Happiness is about being satisfied with what you already have."
幸福，就是满足，就是觉得每一天，比昨天都好。
如果心里没有这么觉得，那么便改变生活的方式。这样活的才有意义不是么？

I'm not a person who's depressed 24/7.
I try to convince myself with... the following:
everything will be fine, 
everything is good enough, 
everything happens for a reason.
EVERYTHING IS LIFE. Deal with it. Girl. LOL

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Photos

   -  Starbucks <3

   - At the library ~ > < slacking off while trying to memorize SAT vocab.

   - Dinner at La Bodega ~ Yum Yum

No.1 、

Woot + + this will be my first time writing ... a blog post. LOL

I had a blog before but I decided to discard that one and make a new one.

Memories of the past shall be forgotten ~ well atleast, I hope they fade. (Except for the happy ones)

I think i'm a bit nervous and excited. Is this weird...? = = especially how it's my own blog...

Bear with:

1. My grammar ... It stinks. (I'll try edit my posts to the best of my abilities)

3. My opinions (So don't get all pissed off)

4. My ... uhh .... time to time "retardedness". 

I will post about:

- Life

- Photos

- Rants

- Blah blah blah's 

- Random thoughts

I've been struggling to decided whether i should write my blogs in english or chinese...

I like using english because it's normally the language that the majority of people would understand.

However, I really would like to write some chinese blog posts sometimes just because I enjoy it. I find chinese a more descriptive language and it allows me to express exactly what's going on in my little mind. 

I actually really doubt if anyone is going to know my blog! T T ~ 

But then again, this is a place where i get to express myself without caring THAT much about what other people will think. (wahhaha... cause no one can murder me lar, if i piss them off. You can imagine punching me infront of your desktop screen all you want ~)

(<3 Paper Airplanes) (Yay.. fishies swimming... + + Just like the random thoughts in my head.) 

Brief Self Intro:

Name: 米虫,懒虫, Sushi

Age: 16

Gender: ... = =

Nationality: Chinese (Mandarin)

Birthday: October, 4th

♡ Love: Jerrica, 胡夏，Sleeping, Food，Starbucks, Weibo, Photography, Winter, Converse, etc.

★ Dislike: Uh... LOL... People who are just BLAH (ex. Bossy and Loud people). 
Carrots, Cheese (Don't hate ;[), Dirtiness (我有洁癖).
Hmm... that's bout it. You'll get to know me more through my blog posts :]

Anyways ~ I really hope you enjoy reading my blog.

I mean you can look at nice pictures mang D: come on. LOL.

恩呐。。。我迷迷糊糊的飘走咯。。。

一辈子 、

说实话，我没有时间去讨厌那些讨厌我的人，因为我忙着爱那些爱着我的人。