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STRESS.

Fml... School is getting more and more stressful...
I feel really stupid during physics class where everything seems so hard.
= = I just don't have the skills TO deal with physics.
Who cares about how big the earth is and ... = = newton's laws.
Everything seems like common sense and still, I don't get it.
LOL, this reminded me of the poster I saw at my school:"Many people saw the apple fall but Newton asked why."
Sometimes I feel so stupid when I find out the solution from my friends or the teacher LOL. It seems so simple after they explained it to me but when the questions changes a-bit, I get stuck again. Maybe it's just because i'm not willing to learn physics. (oh ~ the passion for biology <3)
I don't have “a thing” for physics.

Some things in life should be kept unknown. We shouldn't need to learn so many things about math, history, physics, uh... etc etc. Unless, we're going to be a professor or something.
Really, later on in life, a normal person only needs...
- Math: ...  to count money and buy groceries. There's a calculator now-a-days anyway.
- History: tell those olden day stories to your grand kids.
- Physics: ... = = how fast your car is going...?

The tests are getting harder for students and the requirements to get into universities are increasing in difficulty each year... because there's so many competitive people who work so dam hard and therefor, cause the percentages to raise each year. I guess this is reality. Everyone needs to work hard to get what they want. Sigh...

Life gets so tiring...

Not to be stereotypical, but being born in a asian family, you were expected to be at the top and work hard for it. You're "supposed" to be the best. All those expectations and requirements from my family is ... just... soo... suffocating.  T T...

Happy stuff.
Uh... yuh. LOL  > <;

I'm just glad to be alive.
Not dying... yet.

I know life gets harder and harder.
I know we have to deal with it.

Everyday, I would convince myself to be happy with what I have and appreciate it. It makes me feel better after convincing myself that life is already good enough. "Happiness is about being satisfied with what you already have."
幸福，就是满足，就是觉得每一天，比昨天都好。
如果心里没有这么觉得，那么便改变生活的方式。这样活的才有意义不是么？

I'm not a person who's depressed 24/7.
I try to convince myself with... the following:
everything will be fine, 
everything is good enough, 
everything happens for a reason.
EVERYTHING IS LIFE. Deal with it. Girl. LOL

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   -  Starbucks <3

   - At the library ~ > < slacking off while trying to memorize SAT vocab.

   - Dinner at La Bodega ~ Yum Yum